The Time Has Come....

It's here. The time has come. He is gone....he did not leave for a few days or a few weeks. He did not leave on a business trip, or a vacation. He left for a year....to go to war. I think I am going to throw up.
I am filled with so many emotions. Sadness, anger, lonliness, fear, and pride. I am so proud of him. he is such a Godly man and I am thankful that his dream of being an Army Chaplain has finally come true. I am just sad that we are in a war time and duty has called him away. The fact that he loves his country and would die for it, humbles me. The sacrifices he is making are incredible. We went to church and had a prayer time for him. I am begging the LORD to bring my husband back to me. If not for me, for his little girls. They need him.